Wheeeee.

Tuesday, 17 July 2007

boo! this morning wasn't exactly very pleasant. told the class which songs we're singing and showed them the edited one. hmm, they don't seem to appreciate it though. but what really angers me is that, some of them make it look like as if the four monitors are the ones not dong anything. hellooo?

when called for attention, not everyone was there with us. see, few days ago, when we asked for opinions and suggestions, none was given. now that we had set everything, they object and wanted to change. elmo's world is cute and everything. we didn't object when we said you guys can go ahead and change the lyrics. but in the end, you guys also didn't produce it. don't accuse us of relying on you guys. it's just that we are giving the class a chance to cooperate. please don't give me the faces and attitude.

we monitors did our job. we skipped our recess to think of lyrics. hah, i bet no one went home to think of actions and moves today. and tomorrow, during discussion, i'm gonna see their faces again. what? am i wrong in doing my job? am i wrong by trying to get the class prepared? this dikir barat preparation had definitely hurt our friendship somehow. i realised they didn't really talk to me today. as in, really didn't talk to me. not even her. tomorrow comes and hope that i can prove myself wrong. hell. i cannot stand this, or should i say 'them'? "sick-ed".

i'm so tired of this. this dikir barat is graded in the PPR. tomorrow is wednesday. class better cooperate for at least this time. sick of this, and them. wanna die. and there's costume. if the class wanna settle for 0-2 marks, fine. since everyone will be getting the same marks IN THEIR PPR.

during infocomm today, i feel like the whole world's happiness is around me. thanks to joey and jadine. had lotsa fun slapping and kicking. ah, can i slip into a 3-day coma?

gotta face tomorrow with a hard heart. wish me luck, i need loads of of them.

♥ 20:43